So far so good

We are only a few days in to my month-free weighing and MFP, but things are going okay. I say okay because I appear to be restricting my intake anyway. I don't know whether this is by choice or if because i'm just not that hungry with how unwell I am. I guess I could adhere to regular eating despite how I feel physically, but I do actually enjoy moments of being able to consume less. This of course has me want to weigh myself to see if it's come to anything, but i'm holding back. I haven't been able to resume any form of exercise yet, i'm struggling to make it through a regular day of work, which is somewhat physical, but even today, my day off, i'm so tired I could have slept for a good portion of it (instead I had a hair appointment, and bloods to be redrawn, and am making dinner so by the time I come home from a late afternoon meeting my husband could've fed our children [and himself]). I am seriously considering taking the rest of the week off as well, I just want to feel better already, and I know the more I push myself, the longer I will take to get over this. I just feel so guilty not being there, as it's a real team environment. But really, my health, and my children's health, should come first. It would also keep me out of public eye which would make me feel better, as my skin has broken out and I feel so hideously UGLY! Add a break out to an already pale and unwell looking face and it's just a disaster :(